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I’m so bored at work. Why can’t anything fun ever happen…
It’s the Christmas dinner on Wednesday and I really can’t be bothered. 100 children and 141 of their parents, siblings, aunts, uncles or for the seriously f*cked up, “carers”. I mean, Jesus, why inflict that kinda crap on yourself if you don’t need to? Oh yeah, guess who’ll be working out all the finances for this little bit of Xmas “fun” – that’s right, moi…
In other news, it’s my last full week at the centre and you know what? The last shift can’t come soon enough. You see, what happens when you take an already boring, thankless full-time job, then add shit to it is that it becomes a burden, a millstone and people start to say “get me the fuck out of here”. That’s what i’ve been saying for months, and no that time is here I don’t know what to say. Thanks, maybe?
Well, of to the Big Smoke in the next month. I’m hoping it’s going to be kinder to me than the midlands – god knows this place sucks the jam right out of everyone’s doughnut.
I need rest…
I kinda left you hanging the other day, Peanut…
I called the centre in Camden to say that i’d have to decline the post, cos it was 0.45FTE and someone had clearly fucked the dog (who knows, it may have been me). I said, i’m really sorry and I wished them luck. I got a call soon after to say “Please don’t decline yet, we’re looking at options”. Eyebrows in raised mode, I followed the caller’s instructions. Turns out that I didn’t just impress them at my interview, I blew them away; they really want me, and are willing to make the post a full time position. For the first time in ages, I feel wanted.
What i’m waiting on now is a confirmation that the post will now become full-time. Once I have that, i’ll be ecstatic and then the really hard work begins.
In other news, I got my car. She is an ABSOLUTE beaut! Nippy, controllable, a joy to drive, nice looker and a good colour. I love it! Getting a fancy stereo put into it next week, cos i’m an idiot who likes music! I’ve been driving it pretty much non-stop since I got it.
The exception to my driving marathon was last night, when I went to Wolves to see Rafe and Eda. Was a good night, but I was shattered. It’s been a tough week, full of tough things and tough emotions. I felt drained. We went to an Indian restuarant, wasn’t great – they laughed at my choice, but it would have been so much better. Instead we went to this place that looked fancy from the outside, but was pretty crap on the inside, and the food wasn’t fantastic at all. This morning, someone I thought I was close to kinda hit me with a low blow when she said that “I don’t know anything about her” – I know more than she thinks; but if i’m wrong about that, then it’s confirmation that i’m not really close to anything in this world. Maybe I SHOULD stay on the fringe, but i’ve been there and it’s not fun.
Anyway my life seems to be getting better; let’s hope it stays on this path.
Spk sn. Oh, and fuck all the X factor BS in the news – news is news, keep it that way.
I have to get to my current less-than-cool job, so i’ll tell you later.
So happy!
AND I get my car today. Mustn’t forget my driving glasses…
…was too good to be true!
I fucked up. That job I got, you know the one that my hopes and dreams were rested on? Yeah, it’s part time – a 0.4 FTE. Fuck!
I know it didn’t say that in the advert, but i’ll never know. SHIT! PISS! BOLLOCKS!
But the strange thing is, i’m not half as cut up about it as I thought. It’s also made some other bad feelings seem less significant. How does that work?
I’ve applied for 8 jobs today in a kind of kneejerk reaction to finding out that when it rains, it’s usually life pissing in my face. But when life gives you lemons, all you can do is break out the tequila, Peanut…
Adios…
I’m really just deadweight at work now.
It’s not really my fault. There is far too much in this post to ever be justified by its awful salary. The fact that I have another lined up in London has just made me become comatosed.
Will not sleep properly til I get my official offer letter through. Then my new life begins in the New Year; how exciting…
Well, off to work.
Well it’s been an interesting few days, Peanut…
On Friday, I had a job interview in London at a day centre for people with learning difficulties. And I got it!!! Pretty crazy, huh? I shared the moment I found out with the girl that I have a big thing for (although I think the reason I have a thing for her is because she reminds me of this fantastic girl who I never had the courage to ask out, and is now a really good mate, but who now has a long-term boyfriend – bugger). Anyway – i’m moving to London, and i’m terrified.
It was also my birthday on Saturday – I spent it with Eda and Rafe; they really are awesome – especially Eda, she’s just a fantastic laugh. We went to grab munch on the Saturday, hung out, watched some ridiculous movie and Eda got drunk on 3 shots (yes 3) of vodka!!! Funny shit.
Eda and I then went to B’ham on sunday, where she interrogated me on my love woes – which was really uncomfortable for more reasons than I was willing to go into on the day, or now even.
Well, now i’m back in Cov and I wish I was somewhere else. On the plus side, i’m rewatching Dead Like Me – one of my fave shows ever. Watch it. It’s awesome – Ellen Muth is cute, brilliant and beautiful in a sarcastic, caustic, ordinary but not kinda way.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0348913/
Anyway – i’m still really down – but life is looking up. Hopefully i’ll wake up, realise it and be happy. For now – well…
I woke up extremely late today, having spent most of last night chatting on VOIP to one of my mates over in the states before playing a bit of BF2142. Of course, this was made extremely difficult by the fact that i’m currently using a woefully inadequate graphics card – my X1950 is back for repair (again) due to a temperature issue. Dave, or “Hat” as we call him, is a good bloke – he granted me access to a few journals I needed whilst writing my dissertation. Don’t worry, my university has a subscription, but their access is dire and many links are out of date - so Hat wasn’t breaking any copywrite rules. It just made life much easier.
Problem of the Day #2: I need a job
Since finishing uni, these late nights and late mornings are getting more and more frequent. I need a job so badly – i’ll be moving back to Coventry soon to get one. I’m going to miss Wolverhampton though, i’m going to miss it a lot. But within a few months (hopefully) i’ll be renting my own place with my best mate, and going back and forth to some temple of boredom for 8 hours every day. Looking forward to the cash, and the whole ‘New Life’ thing, but it’s all just to get a bit of money to do a graduate program in International Relations – it won’t be a career or anything. I love international politics, it’s just so interesting.
I feel really sorry for my friend inn. She had her heart set on going to the Download festival this weekend. Instead she’s broken out in chicken pox and, presumably, is feeling worse and more itchy by the day. She’s a great character, always seems happy – even when it’s clear that she is deeply troubled – and always makes an effort. Even so, this must have come as a real kick in the pants. I would have invited her down to Wolves for the weekend for a few beers and barbeques with the guys, but I also lack immunity to chicken pox. I wouldn’t really care about getting it if it weren’t for the *ahem* personal complications that can arise from adult males getting it in their twenties or later.
Well, i’m off to Coventry in a few hours to chill in the City of Peace and Reconcilliation. It probably wouldn’t be called that if the guy who gave the city that moniker had seen areas like Hillfields and Wood End, but still, it is a nice city. Outside of the city centre, Cov is so green and relaxing, and I just need somewhere like that right now. Wolves has been good to me, but it is nevertheless a rather grey and bland backdrop that tends to rub off on the lives of those who live here.
Just typing this has made me look forward to leaving Wolves behind, only to return for the occasional Poker night or Party with Rafe – my strange, bedreaded housemate. Roll on Coventry…
